Bye bye 2012!!!! Hate to see you go but love to watch you leave!

Happy New Years Eve everyone!!! Can you believe we made it through another year full of ups and downs!?! I didn't think it was possible this time around but it was!!! Oh to all of you who believed we were gonna die on the 21st, i hope you learned your lesson to not believe everything you hear on tv, media is only there to scare the begebous outta you!!! 2012 was definitely an interesting year for me. I learned a lot, lost friends, made new ones, lost family, and also made new ones. Temecula dancing, for Mikes bday. Sea world / gas lamp (light) idk what its called for our anniversary, camping for my bday and my parents anniversary, 4th of july camping, Lake San Antonio with Mikes bosses family were some of my most memorable times of the year, times where i was able to let loose and just have fun! Now like i said, ive cut some family outta my life.... for good. Some things people say can not be forgiven nor forgotten. I will always remember the crap they put me through, and never be able to trust them again. The end months of 2012 were the hardest times of my life. I lost my Dad to lung cancer Nov 16. It was the most hardest most unbearable time to go through. The hurt you have to go through loosing a parent is unbelievably painful. But i made it through his funeral, and i believe he is with me always keeping me strong. Bc Cowgirls dont cry. WEll i did.. a lot actually. Hopefully as 2013 roles around the corner, it will be my year to shine, hopes and prayers go to me getting re hired with the fd, get a house, get prego, and all that other exciting stuff. 2012 taught me how to love deeper, live harder, and learn more! Bring it on 2013 i am so ready for you!

 My Dad, may he rest in peace

love you dad

miss you forever